Finding a True Master
The following is Jandi’s (d. 1300) personal account of his inner struggle and quest to find a genuine master of the Path. God led him to the great sadr al-Din al-Qunawi (d. 1274, buried in Konya, Turkey) at whose hands he had his spiritual opening.
“With manifold arguments and no shortage of nagging, my teachers, father, family, friends, and loved-ones, sought to hold me back from cutting my worldly ties and setting off alone in search of God and a true master; and in their efforts to do so they would attempt to clinch the matter with various rational and religious objections. Then there was the sway exerted by my own soul, my passions, natural disposition, the comfort and security gained from that which is familiar and homely, and my habits and routine, all of which was more than sufficient in itself to cause me to hesitate … As I could see no way of resolving this perplexity by myself, I determined to commit the matter into God’s hands. Thus, with this end in view, I betook myself to the gathering (majlis) of the Qurʾan reciters, watchful as to which sign God would give me, for I had resolved to take the first verse that I heard them read in that gathering as a divine augury. Whereupon, the reciter began reciting the verse:
Say: If your fathers, your sons, your brothers, your wives, your clan, your possessions that you have gained, commerce you fear may slacken, dwellings with which you are contented, if these are dearer to you than God and His Messenger, and to strive on his Way, then wait warily and watchfully until God brings His command; God guides not the disobedient and profane.
This poor, watchful wretch was at once overcome by an overpowering spiritual state and ecstasy, and, no longer able to ignore the voice of my inner calling, I resolved to renounce all that is other than Allah … Wherefore, having relinquished all my worldly ties, I crossed the sea with the intention of performing the pilgrimage, until finally God provided me with the companionship of Shaykh sadr al-Din al-Qunawi, who was the perfect man of his age, the pole of poles of the time, and the khalifa of the seal of Muhammadan sainthood. For ten years in his service I spent most of my time in spiritual retreats, forty-day vigils and disciplines, until finally the true spiritual opening and the unequivocal good tidings were achieved through the blessed grace of the Shaykh – may God be pleased with him.
(Jandi, Nafha - “The Sufi Doctrine of Man,” Richard Todd)